For my anon -On

You asked me to be blunt and truthful in these poems,
and even after my restrictions broken I have written and re-written this soon to be poem over four times,

Before the writing came only when my heart was beating ona broken record,
or when my love was given like a teenage vow in a parking lot,
So I am at a loss for words,
but worse i’m afraid my potential won’t be seen.

Funny,
Cause I tell the world to not be afraid,
yet im afraid of letting my work be judged.
by someone who’s identity I do not know.

I wish I could golden plate this poor excuse of a poem for you,
Just so it would be nicer to look at,
but that’s just it though,
my perspective is always changing and I can never make up my mind,
writing and re writing, my poor backspace key.

So I suggest you just keep away from me,
because you are asking me to bear my heart and mind,
keep prowling and you might get suprized by what you find,
Cause im not the superman everyone wants me to be,
not even a soldier, let alone one that is super,

but here it is, your gold plated poem,
hope you like it,
cause honestly,
I prefer it to be silver.


I know countless poeple have it worse than I

Yet I still feel so unhappy. I feel like all these day jobs will make me unhappy.
Its all good until I get calls or texts to make me go in to work on days where I am not scheduled too, It just kills my mood. Right into the ground. I try so hard to not let it and shrug it off,
but I’m worried that if I do that for to long ill just find myself in a rut that I cannot get out of.

Is it really such a bad thing to never want to do a stupid job like this ever again? xD

Someone help me get out, I want to write and fight and just be myself and do my time in the world.
 

Just get by and do my time~

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(via camdamage)

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Evening fair knight :)

hello Anon :) how are you?

I bet she'd like the man you really are though. Trying to downplay yourself can sometimes bite you in the ass! *cue in Mulans man song*

well that last part IS kinda me? haha

So I love the anon love for you bro, but my love is real and right here lol. Just reminding you that life may suck at time and there may be moments in your life you feel like falling backwards and letting the ground take you. What I need you to do though is remember the symbol that is imprinted on your skin now, the symbol that to world needs a hero,you and you are he. You have issues like the rest of us and reason to doubt but facing everyday as you do is what having a true lionheart is.

We fight! We slay! we eat! and we are content!

Fuck trying to be 'cool' just be Rick motherfuckingbossass Vargas!

pshaw. Ima just bat my eyes and hope she takes pity on me haha

I dig bro I dig. Luck on this fair lady young knight! Let this maiden be your Ramona you seek and may the only dragons and demons you slay are her fears and doubts!

lol If only they were actual dragons and demons, I could punch those, I suck at talking to people, and conveying my feelings. And being ‘cool’ haha

How long have you known her?

Not long at all. which is why its just a crush. I dont even know what that means anymore XD She’s super pretty though. And funny.
Honestly I wish I could just know Ramona is out there, even if im not able to see her for like ten years! Jus knowin shes out there ya dig?

Describe her!

She says she is shy, but then talks at like a million miles per hour! its hilarious.